My last prayer

Mood: letting go
Listening to: Orbital - Beached

Today, I said my last prayer for you.
After I did the cross, I send my words to God.
Took me quite a while talking to God all of things about us.
I asked God, why u did such harm and hurt things to me.
I asked God why u searched my like a treasure, and then threw me like a bag of trash.
I asked God, why I did things for you and I always got them back in reverse.
I asked God, what those tears were for.
I asked God, why u let me down, pulled me up, and suddenly crashed me.
I asked God, where the voice of the heart had gone.
I asked God, why I did wrong, and you always hurt me.
I prayed to God for my strength to get trough all these...again.
I prayed to God to forget you.
I prayed to God to forgive you, even if you’ve never asked for apologize.
Even if I haven’t been able to forgive you, I will always try to forgive.
It is the art of forgetting and forgiving.
I love you, I can’t resist that.
I love you, and this love is hurting me.
I also prayed to God for your future life.
I asked Him to take care of you, love you, protect you, and always bless you.
I’m letting go...goodbye my love...goodbye

-Reynard Karman-